This time 10 years ago I was in the depths of darkness and it continued for quite some time, we had lost our son Wilann in the January, I was angry at everything and my belief systems were undergoing an overhaul, it all felt like an injustice and hindsight brings me the clarity, it was the gift that cultivated my self worth.
The gift that saw and believed I deserved so much more than living in fear and self loathing, that I deserved to have what my heart yearned for.
I've seen the memory posts regarding this over the last few months and the messages of unconditional love that came from family and friends offering their support at these times, were and still are so very precious.
Currently the world is going through such a deep dark transformation and we hold unconditional love and support for the planet and all whom now reside in it.
We've felt the need to offer loving compassion to ourselves, perhaps by retreating and applying self care and rippling out the understanding and compassion to those that our hearts pull us too.
As I sit under the sun's rays and observe the beauty that still is, I acknowledge that even in the purging layers we can still find, beauty, moments of peace and joy, which can also be married with the cleansing of layers that are left to Surrender.
I Surrender the pain that came in my journey that led me to where I am now, I give a deep thanks to those experiences that taught me to see my value and to not hold on to misled perceptions of the world. I'm lovingly proud that it bought me to my senses, that I listen with my heart to what I need, the planet and all around us.
In this moment of now, we release the tears, the fears, the anxiety of not knowing all and trust that the divine plan includes us all, as you and I take the opportunity to sit within all, listen and observe the sounds, the beauty and the peace that is still available to tap into.
Take that deep breath in and sigh it out, cry it out, be cleansed for we are love and just as nature has to take nourishment for its self, so do we.
Stretch up tall and low as you release from your entire body all that was held onto without realising it was harboring energies, beliefs and emotions that were not to be kept within your energetic field, release it all now and replace it with your love, speak to the physical representation of it that cries out in the form of pain and acknowledge it and send it more love.
Hold, grasp onto the 5d Crystalline grid with all of your being, allowing flow, grace, compassion and love to be your newest state of being.
We hold space now for the entire planet and ourselves in this moment, yes our roots and branches are strong enough, life experience has nurtured this naturally within us, and instinctively we know to just be in the moments it feels right to do so.
We shall no more place misguided pressures or expectations upon ourselves in these moments, they are facilitated, just like the earth facilitates these moments for the natural world around us.
The sun expands its rays through the cold air to continue to apply the warmth that is needed, so that life in all forms continues as was divinely created.
Our creator loved the world so much it gave us to it and therefore gave me and you what we needed and need.
I sob now as a deep sympathetic and embracing love waves itself towards us, our creator reminds us of the unwavering unconditional and infinite love.
I love and have always loved you, even when you didn't accept me, I provided and I will continue to deliver all that your heart deeply desires.
Continue to look back only to seek the strength that hindsight can deliver, you've come through all to now and will continue to.
Acknowledge your beautiful heart for it also guides and leads you to all you are and are meant to be, each moment is an opportunity to grow and rebloom into the best state of being, nothing can truly harm you, for you are infinite.
Absorb all that Nurtures, Nourishes and Loves you, including the parts that still seek to teach you something.
Expell by breath the lingering energies as you continue to Surrender to the truths being vocalised externally to you in this post/heart message.
Embody your creative, I am worthy, I am love, I deserve to be free of all that I allow to hold me back, I am free to allow my truest and most purest way of being.
As I Embrace and Nurture these for myself the world and others around me, shall be empowered also.
My energy is purified and filled with love.
I am given in return the energy I give out to others. Because I and all are worthy of a fair exchange.
I do not buy into fear yet lovingly protect, help and nurture myself and others, in anyway that my heart guides me, for I have access to all the wisdom available within.
As my being embraces all of this, I release another breath, through the divine and paternal love that my creator assisted me with.
Look around you know and observe all the love and beauty around you, all that you cherish.
Thank you creator for defining me further in this moment, the only breath in for me now is within the energy of love. And I am deeply in love and greatfulness for all that you and I created me to be.
Much of this message was written within the I and me energy so as to add emphasis and weight to the affirmations that provide us with what we/you, need to hear in the now.
The sharing of previous experiences is not to make you feel sorry for me, it is so that you can see through life experience, I truly know how you may be feeling right now. (as we all do heal layer my layer in manageable and life changing chunks).
All experiences so far have proved we can come through each of them.
You have the power, as do I
Forever in service to my self and all.
The journey of self worthiness and deservingness and loving ourselves and not being against ourselves, serves the whole.
We dress ourselves in the warrior armour only to acknowledge, we are protected in love, we shall not fight within ourselves anymore.
And no longer shall we fight another.
We've further layers of judgement of self to work on next, do not fear it, for the beauty of unconditional acceptance will bring our greatest reward yet.
(this is another immediate Release message, thanks to my supportive subscribers whom support me with love and energy to provide for all, please contact me to find out how you can support, this flow of love, nurturing & unconditional support)
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